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Friday, June 25, 2004 11:31 PM I just came back from a show with my baby. We caught the "WindStruck" (Ye Man Si Jie). A very nice show which triggers my emotion. I cried partially because of the sad scene of the show. But there is something else in me. The feeling of losing someone just overcome me. The feeling of dying, as if you were about to leave this world. *tremble* I went numb and tears just kept rolling down my cheeks... I don't know how dying feels like. But I know, the feeling of losing someone is definitely unbearable. Death may be painful. But the pain of losing someone is even greater. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to face death. I don't want to lose my love ones... That's exactly how I felt inside me just now. I must have scared my silly baby so much. He thought what had happened to me when I started crying for no reason while walking. Heh. -_-" My dearest, I love you. :) I feel for you as much as you feel for me. Don't have to worry too much alright? I just want to let you know, no matter what had been said and done, I still care and things have never been changed. You have been the greatest and the most understanding one. Being there for me whenever I am down. And sharing my happiness and tears in your arms. Other then you, there is no one else I wanna grow old with. I wanna take that bridal photo with you. Hee hee. School is sho sho busy that I wonder if I can manage. Gosh. I seriously think that I need 48 hours per day. How about that? Hee. I better get my arse moving and finish my composing before I get told off again. Ga! Good night peeps and good luck to Greece & France tonight! :D
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