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Lalala.
Sunday, August 29, 2004 11:05 PM In one's life... how many changes will he or she have to go through? I think mine went through alot. Heh. From the little baby in my parents' arm to the little girl in school uniform... to turning from good to bad... and from bad to good. There will be a time when I really want to be alone. But there are times where I needed someone so much... And now, I am not alone. Because I really need someone by my side. Not really one. I have many. Heh. 5 MOST important in my life now thou. My parents, sister, my guy and Ailing mei. Whatever happened a year ago, today, I may not remember vividly. But it seems to be like a flash away. Time is flying. How much memories will be embracing... I dislike the idea of growing up. I have to face shit that I dislike. So much stress, work load, problems... But at the same time, I enjoy every moment I spent with around me. It's just priceless. I never appreciate my parents as much before. I felt so much love for them now. Suddenly I remember all the things that did for me. Unconditional love they provide me. That's why no matter what they say, I will listen to them. I couldn't feel safer in their arms since the day I was born. I went to the temple today. Went to pay respect to my Grandpa. I miss him. So I talked to him while I offer him joss-sticks. I knew he have been watching over us. Whenever I feel very troubled and don't know what to do, I will talk to him. It just makes me feel good. I always ask him for favors. Heh. Protecting my family from harm... have good health... Dad's business to be prosperous... My studies to be smooth and of course having a good love life. I love my Mum so much. I feel that we have a very close bond now. Which is good because we haven't been in good condition every since my previous relationship. I can't wait to take care of her when she grows old. I want to shower her with all my love she gave me. And I will give her twice as much. Ah well, Dad, hee how can I miss you out?! I remember the times they will bring me and my sister out to buy toys. Heh. Then go for meals. We used to hang out at Marina Square. The Metro toy section. Hee. They will dress me up like little princess. Give me all the toys that I want. I always got the hippest toy in town. ;) I feel so lucky... To be who I am now. To have what I have now. When will I be the happiest girl on earth? Will it be soon? Will it be?
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