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Saturday, November 06, 2004 10:17 PM This morning I was woken up by a phone call... Usually no one will call at that hour so I sensed something was not right... It's my granny. She told us that she is feeling very unwell. She had diarrhea and feeling nauseous. I totally forgo my appearance... without even brushing my teeth and rushed over to her. Luckily she stays just opposite to us. My uncle came down from Jurong and drove me and granny to Mt Elizabeth's A&E. No much people so she was attend to shortly... It turns out to be mild food poisoning... Guess it's the curry fish she took the night before. Scare the shit out of us... After that, I accompanied her home. We chatted and I am trying to convince her that she is okie. You see, elderly tends to worried too much... She said she is lonely, unwell at most of the time and no one cares for her... She cried and cried. It breaks my heart. Everyone loves her. The reason why we stay so near to each other it's because my dad finds it more convenient to look after her, especially after my grandpa passed away... But my granny insists of going to the old folks' home. How can we not get worried when we are not by her side... I really don't know how to convince her that we really care... The only thing I have promise her to make her feel better is to agree to fix a phone in her room so that she can call us when she feel unwell... She kept saying "leaving" earlier will solve problems... But she doesn't know that we will be upset... She doesn't know how many people out there are searching for a new life... to have a longer life... There may be many people searching for death but there are also alot of people at their death-bed crying for a new life... They are even willing to just stay alive for another minute... but don't understand why there are people committing suicides or taking other's life away... Why so many people love to kill? Why are there wars? Why is it so difficult to talk peacefully? There are so many things I understand. Now it makes my life getting meaningless... sigh.
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