Sigh.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
10:37 PM
As you all can see, it's a new layout for Christmas... Hope it helps to lighten up your days. :) Hope I can fill up the blank for the photolog section...
I just came back from a shopping spree with my Sister in Town... I bought a pair of shorts, a bag, a tee and a CD... But it doesn't make me happy...
This morning, Hamu-chan's tumor bleeds. It hurts me so much when I change her beddings. I wish I could stop her pain and suffering...
I have decided to bring her to the SPCA. I regretted that I didn't let the vet to perform an operation to remove her tumor. That time the vet told me her chance of surviving is only 50%. I didn't want to take the risk. I thought she was strong enough to last...
Never will I know that the day I fear very much will come so soon... I am trying hard not to cry... really... Baby doesn't want to see me upset... nor my Sister and Mum... they equally dote on her...
Hereby I swear that I will NEVER get her replaced. I will NEVER get myself another hamster or any other pet. I can never take the sadness again.
In my whole life, she is the longest pet I ever had kept. And she shall be the last one. I will always remember her... Because she is my dearest... Forever and ever...