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Monday, April 11, 2005 5:11 PM I was telling Ailing mei the other day that my feeling was like being dumped by my bf...(read: bestfriend. heh...) I hate the feeling... it's not because I hate her or what... but it really heartbreaking... I talked to my boy, my mum and my sister about it... I know it sounds kinda silly as in, why would my sister and mum want to know so much about me and my buddy? My mum loves E alot. She knows that she is a good girl as we used to hang around alot. I really need someone to talk to over this problem I am facing... As we talk, tears just swell at the brim of my eye. Grr... why am I feeling this way. It's like a bgr thing... Either you hang on or give up. I have been thinking of writing her a snail mail... but what if she saw my address and tear it up before she reads it? What if she gets more irritated by me when I send her a letter? What if... Sigh. I don't know. My mind is in a swirl now... On a lighter note, I started my vacation module today. Gawd it was hrm... boring? Too logical to be made as a module. But I still have to complete it in order to fufil my CDS credits. Oh man, TP shucks. :( Baby will be having his exams in like, 2 weeks time? So I guess I won't be meeting up with him much. But I do wanna meet him up for dinner if he can make it to give him some moral support. I miss you baby... So much to do... So little time. And I have a song to finish. Dayvid need it for their performance this coming Wed? Gawd. I better make it a quick and good one. Maybe I should start writing about friendship too... Sigh. Hai. Sulk. Pout.
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