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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
5:14 PM
I spent almost 3/4 of my lifetime thinking why am I in this world, why does things happens around me, why people change, why I can't do this, do that, why people do this, do that, yada yada...
I spent 3/4 of my lifetime USING my mind to think about WHY, WHEN, WHERE, WHAT, WHO, HOW to realise that, it's useless. My curiosity is so strong that it can kill a cat. Hrm, not really actually. Kill me brain cells instead.
I realise not much of my dreams and targets are in the making. I just can't stop day dreaming about my future but yet I am not taking any action... So far my biggest accomplishment is just penning down songs...
-I want be the top 10 business women in Singapore when I hit 30. -I want to expand my dad's business and have our own building. -I want it to be listed. -I want to drive a Maserati. -I want to have a supportive family. -I want to be the woman behind the successful man. -I want to have a baby girl and baby boy.
I want all that when I hit 30. Is it possible?
I am day dreaming again! :(
But before that, I should start a saving plan.
I went to the POSB bank earlier on to bank in some cash, retrieve my internet banking pin, and to close a joint account.
I saw this saving plan by them. I always wanted to have a saving plan. But couldn't decide on which one to get. I have been spending too much and my account dropped one digit! Ugh! If I start my SIP next sem, I will have slightly more pocket money. One more year and I can start working. One more year, I can start fulfilling my dream.
But for now, all I can do is to save up and don't splurge on things that I don't need. I must be discipline!
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Went for the CDS again... and I fell asleep during lecture. I feel bad because I sat quite infront. Hee! Luckily I didn't drool. How embarrassing will that be if I drool!