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Grr!
Monday, May 02, 2005 11:43 AM Looking back, I had a pretty bad week. Too much thoughts running in my mind. Too little sleep. My ah ma (Mum's Mother) was admitted to the hospital. She is 91 now and for goodness sake she really needs someone to look after her and not being left alone in the middle of the night. So 2 days ago (if i'm not wrong), my auntie SMSed my sister saying that my Ah ma is in A&E and waiting to be warded. But before that, she want us to look for our uncle (Mum's Brother) who is staying alone is Sengkang. My Mum tried calling him like more than a hundred times with our help. From what I heard, he hasn’t been picking up calls for the past few days. His health wasn't in good condition so naturally our thought ran wild and thought something might happened. Without much delay, we quickly drove over to his place. Armed with torch and his house key, we are ready to barge into his house if he never answers to the door. While in the car, my Mum got very worried for both her Mum and Brother. When she cried, I felt so painful because she doesn't deserve this. All this while, she have been looking after everyone of them. My grandpa married 2 women and the family is so huge. Everyone has a family and living off quite well. But when it comes to emergency like this, WHERE'S EVERYONE!? So when we reached my Uncle's house, we knock loudly and pressing the door bell non stop. Finally he opens up the door. When my Mum confronts him why he refuse to picks up, he just said that he feel irritated by phone calls. HELLO?! Just because you didn't pick up, we have to rush all the way from our place to yours to check you up and YOUR MUM is in the hospital now! Can you imagine, if anything goes wrong and bad, YOU'RE SO UNCONTACTABLE!. WTH! After lecturing him, Mum decided to go off and visit my Grandma. When we reach the hospital, there are SO MANY patients in A&E. My Grandma was then waiting for empty bed to be admitted. We saw our Auntie and so we asked her what happened. My Grandma stays with my Uncle and his family with 2 kids. But I don't know where the hell all of them went except for my cousin who decided to leave the house too even after knowing that my Grandma keeps vomiting and running to the loo. That ****ing irresponsible cousin of mine decided to just SMSed my auntie who stays next block to them saying, "Ah ma is sick. You come over and see her. I have to go to the church." It's like, go to the church at this hour for ****!? Ah ma is sick and you don't even want to look after her or try to find out where your parents are! I have nothing against anyone going to the church but what's more important than Ah ma during that point of time?!?! Didn't the church taught you anything about being responsible or whatever **** to make you a better person? Don't let me see you again if not I swear I will not spare my mouth against you! Luckily my Ah ma recovers pretty fast and should be able to discharge by today. If anything like this happens again in future and their actions repeats, I will stop myself from killing them with my own hands!! I am bloody pissed. REALLY. I swear I never felt this way before. They are far toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo inhuman! My mum isn't my Ah ma's only child. Infact, Mum wasn't even her child. My Grandpa got 2 wives and Mum is another Ah ma's child. I know what kind of person my Mum is. She knows that this Ah ma have been taking care of her. I hate to say this but I think my Ah ma just need one daughter like my Mum and she can happily live her life. All the rest earn big bucks, drive big cars and living in big houses. But are they looking after her? They only find the point of visiting her during special occasions. But my Mum will go and visit her at least twice a month (we stay quite far a part), buying her food and giving her expenses. Why does she want to do so much? Because she is her child! But what about the rest? All dead?! I am still pissed. VERY PISSED. If it's not because of my Ah ma, I can't be bothered too. They have their own useless life and it doesn't even concern me. But looking at my Mum having to worry so much about them, it really pains me. I really love my Grandmas alot and I will go crazy if anything happens to them. Pardon me if I sound too... pissed. But if you're me, you will know how I feel. Period.
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