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Friday, June 16, 2006 10:26 PM I am having such a bad downfall that I wish I could shut myself off completely... I wish I could have someone who can tolerate my present state and talk to me... and calm me down. Currently am still nursing a bad stomach flu... and on the same day when I got diagnose with stomach flu, my granny had twice a bad fall... which land her in the hospital with a pair of fractured hands... and a broken wrist. While on my sick bed, my mind is in a whirl. My heart is on my throat and I don't know what to do... Luckily I feel much better the next day to stay in the hospital and keep her company... This evening, she just had an Op for her broken wrist. Before we leave the ward, she just woke up, but feeling drowsy... and worried about her hands. Looking at her current state, all I can do is to swallow my tears... 14 of June... the day she had her fall... and me with stomach flu... is my grandpa's 8th year death anniversary... I am feeling so down...
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