Thursday, September 21, 2006
Is it normal when you realise that there is nothing to look forward and dread about feeling absoutely aimless the very next moment?
I know I shouldn't feel this way but at times, you'll realise that life can be rather meaningless, doing nothing except working... eating... sleeping...
Is this what life is all about?
But my life is different. I have been WAITING... for all my life.
On a lighter note, it's rather nice to hear from some old friends now and then. Zhibing called earlier on and I was actually hesistating about picking up, thinking that he prolly called the wrong person (since my name starts with A). But I still did.
A little catching up with life and asking me about the charity drive does cheer me up a little. At least this uber old friend of mine still remembers me and read my blog thou he seems to be disappearing within the thin air... :/
We should meet up soon, salty-chocolate-balls-dimpled buddo! :D
On Tuesday, I met up with Ling mei to Brewerkz for a rather fulling, expensive and fulfilling dinner @ CQ. We were actually strolling and taking some photos when we bumped into Jiahao, who was doing some part-time over there. We were bad enough to disturb him but come thinking of it, we were trying to help him kill time. It's so nice to see him again because Mei would definitely agree with me that Jiahao is the funniest guy we had in our secondary memories. I miss those days...
Everyone seems to be moving on so smoothly... I wish my life would be the same too. I wish I have a future to look forward to. I wish I have the motivation. Would someone give it to me?
I have my own problems too thou I may not state them out. So don't think I am always leading a tai-tai life.
I am sorry if I have let anyone down. Everyone make mistakes. I am no exception.