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Monday, March 29, 2004 12:48 PM It might just be Monday’s blues. But I am feeling EXTREMELY shit-e from the moment I wake up this morning. (Till know mind you.) I didn’t have enough sleep and that might be one of the causes. Was rushing through my IISO project and Java Assignment Reflection. I slept for only an hour and I am feeling so jaded now. My head is still aching I wonder what’s wrong with it. The more troubled I am, the more illness I get. Give me a life!!! Lesson was supposed to end @ 4pm today but well, have to stay back for project again. I haven’t got any formal wear for my presentation tomorrow. Wish me luck. Sometimes I wonder is it bad to be nasty. Or rather, is it stupid to be nice? I always appeared to be cool when I am taken advantage of, take granted of. Seriously, I am getting SO tired. I find things to meaningless. I always told myself that I live my life for others. And in the end, I am treated like a piece of shit-e. Ha. It’s a huge huge joke. I just don’t love myself. I hate myself. … Well, recap what I have done for the past few days… I spent my weekends with Dennis. On Saturday, we went to his campus for exams revision. After which, in the evening, we attended TalentQuest. Great event… But it’s already 11-odd pm and it yet to finish so we left early to his area for supper. Was super duper tiring so zonk off after reaching home not for long. On Sunday… went to the temple with my Sister and Mummy. Then meet up with Dennis. THEN meet up with Charleen after parting with Dennis. Accompanied her to get her laptop. While I bought a pair of shoes for my presentation. I have been spending A LOT recently. I bought 2 pairs of Levis’ jeans in a month… countless top and 2 pair of shoes. But well, it has been like coming to a year since I plurge on myself so much. Anyway, I have receieved the royalties for the song I sold. So… treat it as a reward then. I should stop spending so much. If not… doh. Anyway, they finally place toilet papers in TP IT school girls' toilet. Hurray. Labels: family, love, school, shopping
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